手放開 - 李聖傑

我把自己關起來只留下一個陽台
每當天黑推開城門對著夜幕發呆
看著往事 一幕一幕 再次演出你我的愛

我把電視機打開聽著聽著別人的對白
也許那些事情可以給我一個交代
你要的愛 我學不來
眼睜睜看情變壞 眼睜睜看情感慨

不能給你未來 我還你現在
安靜結束也是另一種對待 當眼淚留下來
傷已悄在 分開也是另一種明白
我給你最好的疼愛是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海
感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋 最好的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪
感情就像候車月台 有人走就有人來
我的心是一個車牌 寫著等待

我把收音機打開聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀
你的依賴 還在胸懷
我無法輕易推開 我無法隨便走開
感情中專心的人容易被傷害

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I often reconsider maintaining my public domain. Sometimes, I fear how people would judge me and make inaccurate accounts as to who I am. Other times, I'm afraid of offending those with strong opinions who can easily arouse anger upon themselves. But most times, I'm just a private person who's too afraid of leaving myself vulnerable by exploiting too much of myself. I think about this and realize how silly these thoughts are though. What do I have to lose? Why should I be so concerned over how others perceive me? I'm addicted to this online medium. It's the only outlet I have that will never fail me and it makes me feel good.

It's time to be honest.

Listening to the heavy drops of rain. Sitting here with no background music on, no friends MSN'ing me. The room is still. Quiet. Calm. It's just me and my journal. I haven't felt so at peace in such a long time. The steady shower relaxes and soothes my soul. It brings me back to the pre-adolescent years of my life when I'd be indoors, listening to the tinkering drops of rain, wanting so badly to go out. The time of innocence and joy in small pleasures. The time when happiness came in small dosages. The time when telling a girl you liked her was an immediate and uncomplicated engagement in fidelity... So confident of his affection and sincerity. I miss those years.

Thankfully, tonight, I recall a more recent but comparable experience parallel to those past but remembered... Also on a similarly rainy, somber night.

I remember sitting in the movie theatre, anxious to hold onto her, but so scared I won't want to let go. I remember taking quick glances at her beautiful face in admiration, hoping she doesn't look back and smile, making me feel awkward and embarassed inside. Everything about that moment was just so perfect and magical. So picturesque. So captivating. So unforgettable.

I held her hand as we walked out of the movie theatre. It was essentially the first time. So afraid to clench her fist, I held onto it just tightly enough so that it wouldn't slip away. I didn't want her to slip away.

Everything about that moment was just so unadulterated. So pure and so sincere. Such a great beginning to a romance novel. Such a vivid image that makes me so weak to the knees and so powerless to permanently ground my feet. On such a high, I felt like I could float.

Ladies, you must know what I'm talking about. We all remember those wonderful moments that take our breath away. Those moments that cannot be replaced with one more grandiose... Because no moment, as special as it might be, has the power to rekindle those untainted feelings of infatuation at its greatest peak.

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原點 - 蔡健雅

擁抱的時候 心情有點痛 也去提早感受到寂寞

離開的時候 只聽見沉默
除了沉默我還能怎麼做選擇
別對我抱歉 別總覺得對我虧欠
現在他在妳的身邊 就對他好一點

不要再讓你們的愛敗給了時間
既然遇見了永遠 就不要說再見
不要再讓你們的愛輸給了永遠
我們經過那麼多考驗 最後還是回到了原點

總有那一天 相遇的瞬間
確定那些冷漠的從前 已走遠
別對我抱歉 別總覺得對我虧欠
現在誰在妳的身邊 就對誰好一點

我應該 就走開 就算感情還在
我應該 就放開 對他不再依賴

忘了曾有過的片段 這是屬於你們的未來

不要看到你們的愛敗給了時間 我能願選擇離別
沒有一句怨言 直到你能若無其事聊起了從前
我才發現彼此都瞭解 默契是最寶貴的語言

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A poem for today.

A dream, unbroken

A dream, unbroken,
Stands still over a roaring sea.
Its calming tones and images.
Surpass calamity.
Its whimsical tune carries on over all the land
For even in the darkest hour,
A dream, unbroken, stands.

A dream, unbroken,
Can grow old, but its remedy stays new.
It soars above all imagination
Into a riveting mirage of blue.
The power of a flying wish can send it to the sun,
But even at the end of it all there’s
A dream, unbroken, begun.

A dream, unbroken,
Holds strong even on earth.
It’s assuring wisdom resides in humans,
Allowing them beauty and mirth.
When you find a wish, give it all you can give.
For even when the world is dying,
A dream, unbroken, lives.

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I feel so lonely today.

It's been some time since I last went out with someone. After Sara left, days have been meaningless, empty and lonely. Why am I still unable to forget her? Does she know that she means so much to me?

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超人 - 五月天

世界如果被殘酷攻擊 只要給我一個電話亭
把內褲當外衣 如果你能夠開心 展開披風 帶你飛行

誰賜予我這一身 無助的能力
神也不能阻擋 你想離開的心

為什麼拯救地球 是那麼容易
為什麼束手無策啊 我和你的愛情
為什麼我能飛天 也能夠遁地
為什麼我卻沒辦法 長驅直入 你的心

曾經你讚美我手臂 逛街多能提 日日夜夜貼身保護你
最凶狠的怪獸 也不能與我為敵 那為何害怕你的淚滴

我給了我這一幕 難堪的結局
誰要這樣超人 連自己也救不起

為什麼拯救地球 是那麼容易
為什麼束手無策啊 我和你的愛情

為什麼拯救地球 終於完美結局
為什麼 我只能夠 眼看著愛燃燒成 灰燼

世界如果被殘酷攻擊 誰來接手我的超能力

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当我们再次相遇，可以抱你么？

在msn上偶遇1年前的恋人。心里泛起了一些的涟漪。最近，大家都过这没有爱情的，很平淡的生活。有好多的压力。他没有遇到心仪的女子。我也习惯了single 的生活。我走的时候，连一句告别的话都没有和他说，当时觉得，不爱了，便没有必要了。

只言片语的聊天，唤起了我对往事的多少回忆。以及那寒冷的冬日，皑皑的白雪，烧烤和啤酒，狂欢的化妆舞会，还有渐渐被遗忘了的语言。直到自己意识到，这个人，其实并不是说遗忘就能够遗忘的掉的。虽然，作为情人的热情已经黯然退去，但是，作为朋友的那种依赖和默契，依然停留在心灵的深处。

当初分手的理由，简单而残酷。我们不能够在一起。性格迥异，时空阻隔，彼此都没有为对方放弃一切的勇气。曾经被幻想成罗曼蒂克的无与伦比的异国恋情就这样被扼杀在摇篮里。转眼居然过了一年了。

这一年里，我也喜欢过别人，但没有表白。尔后竟然渐渐又不喜欢了。我是一个古板而又见异思迁的人。
而这一年，和他几乎没有什么联系。但他怀抱的味道始终没有淡却。这一年过着独身的生活，最落寞和孤寂的时候，为理想与爱情彷徨的时候，当时应该没有想到他吧。

“当我们再次相遇，可以抱你么？”

这句话其实很震撼。
那拥抱，就像对往事的一种缅怀。直到我找寻得到下一个怀抱，否则他怀抱的余温都不会退去。

“有时候，我看你的照片，是那么的美，你一定会有很多追求者吧？”
“可是，找一个适合自己的真的很难耶。”
“是不是你的要求太高了呢？”

我中意的男孩，大多是腼腆而羞涩的。这样的男孩子却往往不会喜欢我。就只好当作是好朋友吧。我是美丽而阳光的女孩子，最近有很多没有前途的艳遇，arts canteen, tikki bar, china black, sentosa, 遇到很多长得赏心悦目，又很谈得来的帅哥哥们，目前最具期望的艳遇是在indochine 认识的帅哥哥。为什么呢?是因为我从indochine离去的时候，他给了我一个很大的拥抱，并且轻轻的吻了我的脸颊。这个拥抱的重量让我迷醉。但是这场邂逅很快就以杳无音讯的结束。应为我没有足够的勇气向这些腼腆的人表白，而这些腼腆的人，即使喜欢我，也不会主动向我表白。所以我还是继续选择孤单。情人，宁缺勿滥。

并不是所有的人都可以拥抱，如果拥抱一个不了解，不喜欢的人，即使是貌若潘安的尤物，我也会感到很不自在，很恶心。只有在很少的很特殊的人身上，才能找寻到那种归属感，以及强烈的想要被保护的欲望。

“一想到很快又要和你见面，我真得很激动呢。”
“我也是”

再见面的时候，北欧厚厚的白雪，应该早已融化了吧。 在那个还带着一丝丝的凉意的夏日里，我希望能够像个孩子一样抱一抱你。

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Some Songs For Those Who Are Single Like Me Today

S.H.E - 保持微笑

又一个朋友被伤了心 她哽咽着问我
哪里才有爱情 心疼地把她搂在怀里
说不哭不哭我却先红了眼睛
失恋在这城市里到处横行 天使又一再失约从来没降临
让我们保持微笑 给寂寞的人一些倚靠
我们要保持微笑 给孤单的人一种心情的拥抱
又一个朋友计划远行 他剪短了头发说要遗忘过去
听着他故作洒脱语气 我知道他去的地方叫做逃避
失恋在这城市里到处横行 天使又一再失约从来没降临
让我们保持微笑 给寂寞的人一些倚靠
我们要保持微笑 给孤单的人一种心情的拥抱
让我们保持微笑 给寂寞的人一些倚靠
我们要保持微笑 给孤单的人一种心情的拥抱

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周杰伦 - 安静

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
你说你也会难过我不相信
牵着你陪着我也只是曾经
希望他是真的比我还要爱你
我才会逼自己离开
你要我说多难堪我根本不想分开
为什么还要我用微笑来带过
我没有这种天份包容你也接受他
不用担心的太多我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你是因为我太爱你

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5566 - 守候

满天星星你的眼睛像旧电影反覆剪辑我们的回忆
是那颗星我非常确定会永远闪烁在我心里
雨后的夜里夜空变得好美好干净眼前的你忽然的沉静
风吹过发际无声轮廓有一双眼睛纯洁而透明我最爱的你刹那变记忆
温度冷冷地最怕自己一个人呼吸穿得再厚也变得多余
身边少了你说话只剩空荡的回音好想抱紧你我最爱的你如今在里
幸福时候别来找我带着你的快乐和他膥续往前走
不属于我我不会难过我知道有一样的天空
幸福走后请记得我我会紧握拳头把那伤心都赶走
你要记得至少还有我一直在为你默默守候

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21 Reasons Why I Love You !

01) I can be myself when I am with you.
02) Your idea of romance is dim lights, soft music, and just the two of us.
03) Because you make me feel like, like, like I have never felt before.
04) I can tell you anything, and you won't be shocked.
05) Your undying faith is what keeps the flame out of love alive.
06) You and me together, we can make magic.
07) We're a perfect match.
08) Thinking of you, fills me with a wonderful feeling.
09) Your love gives me the feeling, that the best is still ahead.
10) You never give up on me, and that's what keeps me going.
11) You are simply irresistible.
12) I love you because you bring the best out of me.
13) Your terrific sense of humor.
14) Everytime I look at you, my heart misses a beat.
15) You're the one who holds the key to my heart.
16) You always say what I need to hear (You are perfect).
17) You have taught me the true meaning of love.
18) Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything.
19) You are my theme for a dream.
20) I have had the time of my life and I owe it all to you.
21) And, of-course, your intelligence, because you were smart enough to fall in love with me :-)

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It's this time of the year again! It's Valentine's Day.

Well... This year's Valentine's Day will be a hard one for me. But I will make it past today.

Anyway, a very Happy Valentine's Day to everyone. Wishing all couples all the best and all those who are single better luck in trhe future.

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