Life Through My Eyes™

:: Trust Is The Most Precious Gift In Love ::

Love is not about "It's your fault", but "I'm sorry".
Not "Where are you", but "I'm here".
Not "How could you", but "I understand".
Not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are".

When Someone Occupies A Place In Your Heart,
That Place Will Always Be For That Someone.
No One Can Replace That Person In That Place

From now on,
I will love you and only you,
I'll spoil you,
Never argue with you,
I will live up to very promise,
Never lie to you,
I'll always protect you,
Agree with you,
Believe in you,
I'll stand up for you,
No matter when or where,
Laugh when you laugh,
Wipe away all your tears,
You'll be the only one in my eyes,
The only one in my dreams,
Only one in my heart,
It's just that simple.

Can't explain all the feelings that you're making me feel
My heart's in over drive and you're behind the steering wheel
Touching you, touching me, touching you cause you're touching me
I believe in a thing called love, just listen to the rhythm of my heart
There's a chance we can make it now
We'll be looking till the sun goes down
I believe in a thing called love

:: About Me::

> Name : Benson Chew
> D.O.B : 31 October 1982
> Age : 23
> Location : Lion City
> Height : 5'8" (175cm)
> Weight : 132lb (62Kg)
> Ethnicity: Chinese
> Martial Status : Single, Unwanted
> Friendster Profile : Typiguy
> Tickle Profile : Typiguy
> Multiply Profile : Typiguy
> Hi5 Profile : Typiguy
> Website : ~~TypiGuy~~ (Down)
> Contact : typiguy@gmail.com
> MSN : typiguy@hotmail.com
> PhotoBlog : Here
> More About Me : Here

:: Pictorial Memories ::

-> Genting Trip
-> Outing With My Cousins
-> Night At WineBos
-> Elsa's Birthday BBQ
-> Japan Trip
-> BBQ At Leonard's
-> Dinner With Christine
-> Haixiang Got Bullied
-> Last Day Of School
-> At Leonard's House
-> FYP Lab
-> Presentations
-> Sentosa
-> Soccer Session
-> Studying At Airport
-> Studying At Orchard Library
-> Syah's Belated Birthday
-> TP Open House 2004
-> Graduation

:: Chatter Box ::

:: Friends Of Mine ::

-> Sara
-> Dilah
-> Baoqin
-> Zixian
-> Wendy Wee
-> Syah
-> Wendy Cheng
-> Ivy
-> Val
-> Chaand Rai
-> Dennis
-> Lena
-> MeiQing
-> Stesha
-> Guojiu
-> Jeanette
-> Dawn
-> Ilyas
-> Yan Cai
-> Leonard
-> Li Hui
-> Celest
-> Ah Kai
-> Dee
-> Leria
-> Yan
-> SunFlower
-> Adriana
-> Corinna
-> TPCMM
-> Wan Ling
-> Vianz
-> Choo Yan
-> George Bush
-> Yan Yi
-> Nuriati
-> Jessica
-> Chipe
-> Winnie
-> Joyce
-> MeiQing
-> Judith
-> Kai Ling
-> Marie
-> Qiu Ning
-> Mimama
-> Kim

:: Monthly Events ::

March:
~~04th - Leslie's Birthday~~
~~05th - Fish Leong's Concert 06~~
~~08th - Fadilah's Birthday~~
~~09th - IT Show 06~~
~~10th - IT Show 06~~
~~11th - IT Show 06~~
~~12th - IT Show 06~~
~~12th - Disney On Ice~~
~~16th - Valerie's Godpa's Birthday~~
~~17th - Nandar's Birthday~~
~~17th - Creative Warehouse Sale~~
~~18th - Creative Warehouse Sale~~
~~19th - Creative Warehouse Sale~~
~~20th - TalentQuest '06~~
~~25th - Planet NVIDIA Launch Party~~
~~28th - Valerie's Father's Birthday~~
~~30th - Simple Plan Concert 05~~

April:
~~01st - April Fool's Day~~
~~01st - Syahrul's Birthday~~
~~02nd - Avril Lavigne Bonez Tour~~
~~03rd - Mum's Blood Test @ KK~~
~~05th - Doctor Appointment @ TTSH~~
~~07th - Justin ORD~~
~~10th - Mum's Surgery @ KK Hospital~~
~~12th - Aaron's Brthday~~
~~13th - Doctor Appointment @ TTSH~~
~~13th - Opening Of (Eight Below)~~
~~12th - Opening Of Movie (Firewall)~~
~~14th - Good Friday Holiday~~
~~17th - Gary's Birthday~~
20th - Boss's Birthday
20th - Boss's Birthday Celebration
23rd - Emil & Jonathon Concert 05
26th - Andy Lim's Birthday

May:
01st - Progress Reward Banked In
01st - Labour Day Holiday
01st - Jennifer's Birthday
05th - Opening Of Movie (MI:3)
09th - Winnie's Birthday
12th - Vesak Day Holiday
18th - Opening Of (Da Vinci Code)
25th - Opening Of Movie (X-Men 3)

:: Wish Upon A Star ::

01) A Girlfriend? Let Fate Decide It
02) More Incoming Funds (Money)
03) Apple iPod Video 30 GB ($548)
04) Complete My National Service
05) A Handphone (Nokia N91)
06) A New Wallet
07) New Adidas Watch
08) Apple iMac G5
09) Looking For Pen Pals

:: Current Config ::

Typing On:

- HP iPAQ rx3715
[Samsung S3C 2440 Processor]
[152MB Internal Memory]
[1GB Scandisk SD-Card]
[64K Transflective type QVGA TFT]
[Integrated WLAN 802.11b]
[Integrated Bluetooth]
[1.2 MegaPixels Camera]
[PocketPC Windows Mobile 2003]

- IBM Thinkpad T22
[Intel® Mobile Pentium-III 900MHz]
[1GB RAM]
[60GB IBM HDD]
[64MB ATI Mobility RADEON 7500]
[DVD/CD-RW Drive]
[Iomega USB 250MB ZIP Drive]
[14.1" TFT Active Display Matrix]
[Internal Lucent V.90 Modem]
[Intel PRO/1000 Gbps Ethernet]
[Windows 2000 Professional]

- My Own Personnal Rig
[Intel Pentium-IV 1.7GHz]
[Asus P4P800 Deluxe]
[512MB x 2 Kingston DDR400 D43]
[80GB DiamondMax Plus 9 HDD]
[128MB NVIDIA GeForce4 Ti 4200]
[Creative Audigy 2 Platinum]
[Internal Toshiba DVD-ROM Drive]
[Internal Pioneer DVD-RW Drive]
[External Plextor CD-RW Drive]
[Internal Iomega 250MB Zip Drive]
[17" ViewSonic CRT Monitor GS771]
[smartNIC PnP Network Adapter]
[Altec Lansing ACS 44]
[Windows XP Professional]

Surfing On:

Starhub MaxOnline 6500

Getting Entertained By:

256MB Creative Nomad MuVo NX
256MB Creative Nomad MuVo TX

Talking/SMSing On:

Nokia 8310
Nokia 3120
Samsung X430

Mobile Service Providers:

Singtel Classic 100 Plan

Capturing Everyday With:

:: Currently Reading ::

:: Current Desktop ::

:: Current PlayList ::

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Pan Wei Bo
Bu De Bu Ai

Wang Li Hom
Kiss Goodbye

Cyndi Wang Xin Ling
Ai Ni

Yan Cheng Xu
Yi Gong Chi

Lin Jun Jie
Cao Cao

Wang Li Hom
Forever Love

Wu Ke Qun
Wu Ke Qun

Jay Zhou Jie Lun
Yi Lu Ziang Bei

S.H.E
Tian Hui

Jay Zhou Jie Lun
Gui Ji

Zhang Jing Xuan
My Way

Jolin Cai Yi Ling
Ye Man You Xi

Jay Zhou Jie Lun & Lara
Shan Wu Hai

Wang Li Hom
Ni Bu Zai

Lena Park
Moon

S.H.E
Ai Ne

Akon
Lonely

Alicia Keys
Karma

S.H.E
Xing Guang

B.O.A
Alantis Princess

Xiao Ya Xuan
Di Xia Tie

F.I.R
You Make Me Wanna Fall In Love

Jolin Cai Yi Lin
Hai Dao

Jackie Chan & Jin Xi Shan
Shen Hua

:: Links ::

Charity Organisation:
-> World Vision Singapore
-> The Salvation Army
-> Singapore Cancer Society
-> Singapore Community Chest

Make New Friends:
-> Frensville
-> Who Lives Near You
-> Just Date
-> Friendster
-> 1Match1
-> DesignerLove
-> Hi5
-> Face*Pic
-> FriendSearch
-> Tickle

Sports:
-> Liverpool
-> SoccerNet
-> SportsNews
-> Fox Sports
-> Live Score

Food:
-> Chocolate & Zucchini
-> Leite's Culinaria
-> NYDC
-> Häagen-Dazs
-> Swensen's
-> Eat Shiok Shiok
-> Pizza Hut
-> Canadian 2 for 1 Pizza
-> McDonald's Singapore
-> Fish & Co
-> M&M

Blog-Related:
-> Blogger Status
-> Blogger
-> Weblogger
-> BlogRolling
-> Tag-Board
-> Photobucket
-> BlogSkins
-> UnkyMoods
-> Love Productions
-> Blogtree
-> History Of Weblogs
-> HaloScan
-> DiaryLand
-> LiveJournal

Mobile-Related:
-> Singtel Mobile
-> M1 Mobile
-> Starhub Mobile
-> Nokia Singapore
-> Samsung Singapore
-> Samsung Fun Club
-> Sony Ercisson Singapore
-> Motorola Singapore
-> Panasonic Singapore
-> Siemens Singapore
-> Mitsubishi Mobile Singapore

Gaming:
-> International Ragnarokonline
-> Neopets
-> MU Online
-> Asheron's Call
-> Dark Age of Camelot
-> EverQuest
-> Ultima Online

Entertainment:
-> SG Movie
-> Cancer Story
-> Jane-Finch
-> Bed Supper Club
-> MTV Chinese
-> Prefect 10 Webcam
-> SISTIC
-> TicketCharge
-> Golden Village
-> ShowGood
-> Resident Advisor
-> BBC Radio
-> Dance & Soul
-> Apologist
-> Juice Mag
-> Your Choice Mag

Clothes:
-> Hugo Boss
-> Levi's
-> Adidas
-> Topshop
-> Emporio Armani
-> U2 Singapore
-> Ralph Lauren
-> Donna Karen
-> Victoria Secrets
-> Gianni Versace

Accessories:
-> Perlini's Silver
-> Tian Po Jewellery
-> Lee Hwa Jewellery
-> Soo Kee Jewellery
-> D'Meyson Jewellery
-> Goldheart Jewelry
-> 77th Street

Search Engines:
-> Yahoo
-> Catcha
-> AltaVista
-> Ask Jeeves
-> DogPile
-> Google

Emails:
-> Yahoo
-> Hotmail
-> Gmail
-> Mail.com

Quiz Sites:
-> Quizilla
-> Quiz Your Friends
-> Quiz Me
-> Cool Quiz!
-> OKCupid!

Confession Sites:
-> Confess It
-> Group Hug
-> Not Proud

Latest News:
-> The Straits Times
-> New Paper
-> Channel NewsAsia
-> Singapore Business Times
-> TODAY Papers

Forums:
-> VRZone Forums
-> HardwareZone Forums
-> SPUG Forums
-> TalkingCock Forums
-> Samsung Mobile Forums
-> Search SG Forums
-> Can.Com.Sg Forums
-> sgForums

Hangouts:
-> Suntec City
-> Wisma Atria
-> The Heeren
-> Takashimaya
-> Raffles City
-> Marina Square
-> Esplanade Mall

Cafe Terrace:
-> Coffee Bean
-> Starbucks Coffee
-> Dome Coffees
-> Delifrance Cafe

Club Scenes:
-> ChinaBlack
-> Devilsbar
-> Zouk
-> Double O
-> Centro
-> Liquid Room
-> 1NiteStand

:: Weekly Horoscope ::

Horoscope for Scorpio
17 April 2006 ~ 23 April 2006

You need to keep busy doing things that you both enjoy. Think twice before you say something you might regret later. Take care of any pressing medical problems that you or one of your parents may be suffering from. Outdoor sports events should entice you.

:: Back In Time ::

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:: Local Time ::

:: Local Weather ::

:: Background Playing ::

I Am Sorry

Since The CopyRight Rule Has Surfaced In Singapore, I Guess, This Portion Is To Be Taken Away.
Sorry, People.

:: Site Rules ::

Rules? What rules? There are absolutely no rules. Steal, plagiarize, insult, vandalize, pee, lick, stare, drool, undergo mental sexual stimulation, worship. Whatever you want to do, just do it and don't tell me. HTML coding and decoding are done solely by me, I don't use blog templates. Best viewed in...

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Unicode UTF-8 Encoding
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:: Looking For ::

:: Lots Of Thanks ::

Friday, October 01, 2004

I am under the weather once again.

I didn't go to the Perlini's Sliver VIP Cardholder Preview Sale today. I actually woke up with a headache once again. I couldn't believe it. This is the 4th time I am having a headache for the past 7 days.

All I did today was something that I should have during ages ago. That is clearing out my SMS Inbox on my 3 handphones. There are too much of old and unwanted SMSes since the old days.

While browsing through the SMSes, a lot of memories were relieved. Vivien, Sara, Valerie, Jasmine and Fiona. All these girls in my life. Only two among all of them have made significant changes in my life.

Vivien, my first and the most beloved first girlfriend. The girl whom I still loved the most till this day. I can never forget her regardless how long it takes.

Sara, might be the last girlfriend I will have. The girl who gave her world to me without any conditions. The girl whom understands me the most and the girl who will never flare up at me at any situation including PMS. The girl who I cared the most for.

Both of them have left me due to unexpected circumstances. One due to her accident and did not want to be a burden to me. The other, I give up in order to let her achieve her dreams. I felt that God has been very unfair to me. He introduced these two important girls into my life, let them turn my world totally upside down, soar the skies with them and only to let me fall down to earth once again.

These are some of the SMSes that brings back memories.

"..... Evening time ba..... We go for makan... Ba... Coz me have dance until 6pm... We meet 7pm u."
- The first SMS that I got from Sara after wooing her for 2 years, 2 months and 4 days.

"Later want to have dinner? I finish early today."
- Despite of having a tight lesson time table, she made time to wait for me for dinner. Noted: Her lesson finished at 2pm. Mine finished at 7pm.

"Will b droppin by tomoro to make breakfast for u."
- Her lesson was at 8am. She came to my house at 5.30am to make breakfast for me without waking me up. Tampines to Hougang, Hougang back to Tampines, Tampines to Clementi.

"Bck in Spore. Its been a long time. How r u?"
- The first message that I got from Vivien after she left without a word 6 years ago.

"Can I call you tonite? I really missed you."
- Valerie's SMS after she got married for a month of so.

"Need help with this. D ratio of e no. of bks dat Lina had 2 e no of Suling is 1:2. Aft Lina bought 24 new books, e ratio became 2:1. How many bks did Lina hv at 1st?"
- LOL... This is a primary school Maths question, and she being 24, can't solve this sum. OMG...

"I been trying to look for something. Don't ask me what it is, cause you know it yourself. Yah, that thing I am looking for is YOU. Happy Anniversary."
- 4th anniversary with Sara.

Well, these will be all that I am revealing.

How could things go so wrong? Looking back in the past, those were the happiest days of my life. Those days were carefree, no worries and the least thought provoking ones I ever had. It was what had happened that changed me to a much cunning, lazy, useless, scheming person. How I wish that I could go back to those days and be myself once again.

The situation, circumstances and environment had forbade me to be myself, changing me into what I am not. All I can do now is to forsake the original me and continue living as the new me. Like it or not, I will have to live with it for the rest of my life.

A new ME for a new day's beginning. "Will I ever smell, taste and find Love once again?" ,I always ask myself...

As for the answer, I will never get to find that out...

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