April: 01st - April Fool's Day 01st - Syahrul's Birthday 02nd - Avril Lavigne Bonez Tour 03rd - Mum's Blood Test @ KK 05th - Doctor Appointment @ TTSH 07th - Justin ORD 10th - Mum's Surgery @ KK Hospital 12th - Aaron's Brthday 13th - Doctor Appointment @ TTSH 13th - Opening Of (Eight Below) 12th - Opening Of Movie (Firewall) 14th - Good Friday Holiday 17th - Gary's Birthday
20th - Boss's Birthday
20th - Boss's Birthday Celebration
23rd - Emil & Jonathon Concert 05
26th - Andy Lim's Birthday
May:
01st - Progress Reward Banked In
01st - Labour Day Holiday
01st - Jennifer's Birthday
05th - Opening Of Movie (MI:3)
09th - Winnie's Birthday
12th - Vesak Day Holiday
18th - Opening Of (Da Vinci Code)
25th - Opening Of Movie (X-Men 3)
:: Wish Upon A Star ::
01) A Girlfriend? Let Fate Decide It
02) More Incoming Funds (Money)
03) Apple iPod Video 30 GB ($548)
04) Complete My National Service
05) A Handphone (Nokia N91)
06) A New Wallet
07) New Adidas Watch
08) Apple iMac G5
09) Looking For Pen Pals
:: Current Config ::
Typing On:
- HP iPAQ rx3715
[Samsung S3C 2440 Processor]
[152MB Internal Memory]
[1GB Scandisk SD-Card]
[64K Transflective type QVGA TFT]
[Integrated WLAN 802.11b]
[Integrated Bluetooth]
[1.2 MegaPixels Camera]
[PocketPC Windows Mobile 2003]
- IBM Thinkpad T22
[Intel® Mobile Pentium-III 900MHz]
[1GB RAM]
[60GB IBM HDD]
[64MB ATI Mobility RADEON 7500]
[DVD/CD-RW Drive]
[Iomega USB 250MB ZIP Drive]
[14.1" TFT Active Display Matrix]
[Internal Lucent V.90 Modem]
[Intel PRO/1000 Gbps Ethernet]
[Windows 2000 Professional]
- My Own Personnal Rig
[Intel Pentium-IV 1.7GHz]
[Asus P4P800 Deluxe]
[512MB x 2 Kingston DDR400 D43]
[80GB DiamondMax Plus 9 HDD]
[128MB NVIDIA GeForce4 Ti 4200]
[Creative Audigy 2 Platinum]
[Internal Toshiba DVD-ROM Drive]
[Internal Pioneer DVD-RW Drive]
[External Plextor CD-RW Drive]
[Internal Iomega 250MB Zip Drive]
[17" ViewSonic CRT Monitor GS771]
[smartNIC PnP Network Adapter]
[Altec Lansing ACS 44]
[Windows XP Professional]
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Kiss Goodbye
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Ai Ni
Yan Cheng Xu
Yi Gong Chi
Lin Jun Jie
Cao Cao
Wang Li Hom
Forever Love
Wu Ke Qun
Wu Ke Qun
Jay Zhou Jie Lun
Yi Lu Ziang Bei
S.H.E
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Gui Ji
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My Way
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Ni Bu Zai
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Moon
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Ai Ne
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Lonely
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Karma
S.H.E
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B.O.A
Alantis Princess
Xiao Ya Xuan
Di Xia Tie
F.I.R
You Make Me Wanna Fall In Love
Jolin Cai Yi Lin
Hai Dao
Jackie Chan & Jin Xi Shan
Shen Hua
Horoscope for Scorpio 17 April 2006 ~ 23 April 2006
You need to keep busy doing things that you both enjoy. Think twice before you say something you might regret later. Take care of any pressing medical problems that you or one of your parents may be suffering from. Outdoor sports events should entice you.
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Tuesday, September 21, 2004
It is a wet, wet weather today.
The skies have been dark and raining the whole morning until late afternoon. I was forced to stay at home by the downpour of the rain. At one minute, the rain looks to be stopping, and at the next minute, the rain once again started to pour. It is so hard to predict when the rain will stop. I might as well stay at home and read the books I borrowed yesterday night from Cheng San Library.
Towards the night, I was sad to receive an SMS from Ivy. She had a bad quarrel with her parents and was in a super bad mood. I felt very helpless because I couldn't help her at all. I wished that I could hear the story from both sides and advise them on the situation. I believed that Ivy SMSed me because she was looking for someone to talk to and pour her feelings out. But I was so useless in helping. Not only did I not offer her some encouraging words, I told her that I couldn't comment on the matter because I don't know anything. After messaging her that SMS, I felt very regretful. I should have listened to what she has to say instead of just replying that. I believed that she was hurt by my words.
She sent an SMS asking me if I think she was selfish. Actually, I don't think she was selfish. She had more problems than what her parents could understand. I do not wish to be an object of envy. Although I lived alone, there are somethings in life that I missed out on. Like family warmth, relationship building and most important of all, parental love. Ivy may think that being like me, living alone is good. Something that she wished she can do, but what I can say is, "Tell talking to your parents about it." Communication with parents is never easy, it takes both sides to compromise and listen to one another, but being parents, they mostly expect their children to listen to them and not have second thoughts about their words.
Ivy did not reply my SMS... I am beginning to worry about her. How could I turn her away when she needs someone to talk to? That is really foolish of me. I should have empathized with her and try to help her find a solution. I shouldn't have sent that dumb SMS. Right now, I am worried if she is feeling alright. I wanted very much to call her and find out how she is feeling, but I am afraid that she might be mad at me for that SMS. What should I do? Have I done the right thing? I really doubt so. So much for being a friend for a friend who is in need of one.
I am really a failure in life and relationships. Hope that Ivy can forgive me for the words I have used in that SMS. I might have the right intention, but I definitely made the wrong approach. So in the end, it is still the same as giving no help to her. The only thing I hope now is that she will be fine and that she will give me a call to chat about it.
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