Please excuse me. I am no mood to update today.

I am feeling very down and tired, totally washed out. Need to restore my energy to go to my late aunt's place tomorrow.

My whole family has been in disarray since the news of my aunt's death yesterday. I just can't communicate with my parents. They are too upset and I do not want to burden them with my sorrows. Everyone else is extremely down too and when I see them, I felt even worse. There is no one to turn to for comfort.

I need someone else to turn to. This is one of the times, when I really hope that there is a girlfriend standing by me and for me to turn to. So much of me standing by my girlfriend in my previous relationships, but yet I have no one to turn to when I am in the same dilemma.

A lot of things have been happening lately. I need time off to think about them and calm myself down once again.

It might take some time for me to return to blogging again.